ThisIsWhatHappenWhenIMissYou

There's Good Times Behind That Pain

"I just cant sleep tonite, waiting for your call"
22nd DEC at 11.48pm - a month friendship anniversary with you sayang

currently listening to "PRAY" by JUSTIN BIEBER again, again & again *gue sedih derr
Can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I cant see a better day

I close my eyes and wish that you were here

I close my eyes and wish that i was there

I close my eyes and wish that we'll be together again

I close my eyes and wish that you're mine

 icouldfeelthatyouhateme * FIRASAT

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will our relationship last? NO*wrapmywordsaroundyouandmarkit
main prob is:
Lack Of Trust In A Relationship

Trust is one of the most important ingredients and the foundation of a successful relationship. Lack of it can cause serious problems and is actually the most common reason why relationships end.  

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Should I, or Shouldn't I?

NOT to embarrass you but I cant express my feeling when dealing with you sayang
act, i dont wanna write abt this but duhh "WEML" *crap -.-"

i love you or i leave you * FUCK crap again

lesson for today: "fuck daily, love lightly, think wisely, live smartly & DONT trust many"

wht will happen to us sayang? why should i do this to you and why should you do this to me? it hurts my feeling soooo badly "OUCHH" *sound effect occur

sometimes i feel like u r juz not for me. i mean im sooo not for you. we are slightly different than other couples. we fight everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

this is our style of fighting: *****Psstt we should win the Best fighting style baby! :D

SKYPE: some text / conversation missing*

you : eh i ngh marah lg ni!

me  : sory sayang * i tau, yg i slalu ckp sory tapi ape i bole ckp lg

you : :( 

      : itu sahaja

me  : i xtau nk ckp cmner

      : sory sgt

      : u buat i xtau nk ckp ape

      : sory, sory , sory

you : ishh!

bila i diam and xtau nk ckp pe

you : bisu ke

me  : bisu

       : i bole nk ckp

you : ckap lahh

me  : klu i ckp t byk mslh timbul so i xtau nk ckp ape

       : u la strt ckp

then when you start talking..........you made me feel like a stupid bitch DAMNIT!

me: you klu nk skype tp mrh2

     : xpela

..............then i ended up the call

you : tak pe lahh okay

      : fine!

      : dah buat salah lepas tuhh buat masalah !

      : cantik sgt lahh !

      : dah lah !

      : !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me : u knape ske marah marah i

      : npe xbole ckp2 elok2

      : plz la

      : i nk u mcm dlu

     : u baek sgt dlu2

     : tp skrg u da laen

     : dlu i xsaba2 nk bgn dri tido

     : coz i nk txt u

     : n time mlm i nk skype ngn u

     : tp skrg

     : u slalu buat i sedih

     : *i pon ade buat you sedih

     : sory sgt

     : i nk u yg dlu

mls nk sambung lagi coz katil, tilam, bantal & selimut da panggil PSSTTT it is 3.00am time to sleep Duhh* -.-" 

Nwy by using scientific method the result is:

AIM: why should you do this to me?

HYPOTHESIS: patience and understanding needed.

VARIABLES: 1) KEPT CONSTANT: you and me

                           2) MANIPULATED: attitude 

                           3) RESPOND: anger and fighting

CONCLUSION: i want you to be as you used to be sayang.

"setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu"
i want you to be as you used to be sayang.

"i luv you sayang"plz tell me that you love me too sayang

Lagenda Budak Budak

Dear darling, 

i dont knoe how to express my feelings towards you coz you'll never believe how i feel towards you! hope you'll read this someday soon.

sayangku FIRDAUS HAI****** i luv you juz the way you are

i knoe that i've made too LOT of mistakes it's wayyy too lot and too much(uncountable)

List of my mistakes:

• i wall to wall with other guys in FB
• i xjaga hati you *sory sayang
• slalu ckp sory tp ulang balik kesilapan *sory again sayang
• tukar password FB tanpa sbb *sory darling
• u ckp i berkire bila nk call you Ohya! coz i am not RICH to reload everyday.
• i xnmpk pengorbanan you *act, i do see it and i do appreciate it sayang!
• i xpena phm you. *OMG sayang i da cube phm you
• i slalu ucap kata2 manis *duhh no i am not
• you ckp mulut i kate sayang padahal hati xsayang *na'ah you're WRONG soo WRONG!Everytime you hurt, it hurts me too :(
• time skype : i slalu "off ttbe" if you start marah & i xtau nk jwb ape *psst plz bce cter from myside of view kat  Should I, or Shouldn't I?

i'll update my mistake sooner, * ble i igt ape lg slh i,sekarang i lupa Melayu Mudah Lupa(i tergolong) xsume melayu mudah lupe.

im sorry sayang for making ur life messier. i dont mean it *seriously :(

i luv you sayang and it will be forever

this is how we begin our relationship:

      

    

  Its our 1st converstion

..................... and then we started replying to each other by using wall post and then we feel like we need some privacy so we move our conversation to IM.

Then idk somehow i started to fall in love with you then we move on our relationship to the next level. HIGHER LEVEL

On the 26th nov i started to change my relationship status with you * this is my first time ever changing it, nvr before eventho im in a relationship. i'll always remmber the moment how we get together baby!

On the  27th nov, we started to make a sweet "PINKY SWEAR" tht is the best moment ever

on the next day,IDK somehow we started to fight+crying = WTFuck *i hate the way i felt at that time

and for the next nexT neXT nEXT NEXT day we started to fight and get bck together then fight back then get together, fight and bla bla bla *sometimes i do feel BLANK -.-' for a day

AFTER so many fight happen, we started to think how to get together and never fight again *i know its NORMAL to fight in a relationship, but i thnk it is juz abnormal to fight everyday. Then i've a big plan for us.  On the 10th dec we went to Sunway Lagoon and i do bring my lil' sis along too and a few of her bestiest. We had a great day there and Psssttt i had my 1st kiss "MUAHH" there and it is SUPERBRAVO!! he has a good skill on it and bla bla bla. AND the next day i thought we will never fight again. Oh no! i was absolutely wrong. we're still fighting and it is getting worst then before. he started to throw all the bad words to me. OMGosh *but i'll always love you sayang.

You <--------------------------------------------------> ME

Until now we are still fighting and it is 99% FIGHT. I feel that u are miles away from me sayang. I need you sayang, always need you. ALWAYS BABY!!

*credits to my lil' sis AISHAH

*sory, minta maaf, 抱歉,ampun dong, عذرا, खेद, désolé for all my mistake. plz forgive me darl.

best of luck for your result sayang, i wish you all the best. AMIN!

ILYSFM Firdaus!