Should I, or Shouldn't I?

NOT to embarrass you but I cant express my feeling when dealing with you sayang
act, i dont wanna write abt this but duhh "WEML" *crap -.-"

i love you or i leave you * FUCK crap again

lesson for today: "fuck daily, love lightly, think wisely, live smartly & DONT trust many"

wht will happen to us sayang? why should i do this to you and why should you do this to me? it hurts my feeling soooo badly "OUCHH" *sound effect occur

sometimes i feel like u r juz not for me. i mean im sooo not for you. we are slightly different than other couples. we fight everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

this is our style of fighting: *****Psstt we should win the Best fighting style baby! :D

SKYPE: some text / conversation missing*

you : eh i ngh marah lg ni!

me  : sory sayang * i tau, yg i slalu ckp sory tapi ape i bole ckp lg

you : :( 

      : itu sahaja

me  : i xtau nk ckp cmner

      : sory sgt

      : u buat i xtau nk ckp ape

      : sory, sory , sory

you : ishh!

bila i diam and xtau nk ckp pe

you : bisu ke

me  : bisu

       : i bole nk ckp

you : ckap lahh

me  : klu i ckp t byk mslh timbul so i xtau nk ckp ape

       : u la strt ckp

then when you start talking..........you made me feel like a stupid bitch DAMNIT!

me: you klu nk skype tp mrh2

     : xpela

..............then i ended up the call

you : tak pe lahh okay

      : fine!

      : dah buat salah lepas tuhh buat masalah !

      : cantik sgt lahh !

      : dah lah !

      : !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me : u knape ske marah marah i

      : npe xbole ckp2 elok2

      : plz la

      : i nk u mcm dlu

     : u baek sgt dlu2

     : tp skrg u da laen

     : dlu i xsaba2 nk bgn dri tido

     : coz i nk txt u

     : n time mlm i nk skype ngn u

     : tp skrg

     : u slalu buat i sedih

     : *i pon ade buat you sedih

     : sory sgt

     : i nk u yg dlu

mls nk sambung lagi coz katil, tilam, bantal & selimut da panggil PSSTTT it is 3.00am time to sleep Duhh* -.-" 

Nwy by using scientific method the result is:

AIM: why should you do this to me?

HYPOTHESIS: patience and understanding needed.

VARIABLES: 1) KEPT CONSTANT: you and me

                           2) MANIPULATED: attitude 

                           3) RESPOND: anger and fighting

CONCLUSION: i want you to be as you used to be sayang.

"setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu"
i want you to be as you used to be sayang.

"i luv you sayang"plz tell me that you love me too sayang